not your typical pantygirl

i collect panties myself and have too many, but im not your typical panty girl. for one im a plus size, a 14-16 depending on brand. for another i have more of an alternative style in look, and panty tastes.
i really like alot of things about panties. i like their feel, the look, the same things most panty fetishists share.
but recently ive been really turned on by being gagged with my panties. some have been shoved down my throat a bit after ive been wearing them all day.
would anyone be interested in buying panties used for these and dirtier practices?