Wow oddly enough I have an almost identical situation! When I smelled my first pair of panties they were from a friends sister. When I sniffed them I was totally grossed out and could not forget that smell for about an hour. Somehow along the way I got used to it and was really turned on by that scent. A few years later I was able to get another pair with a lighter smell and was instantly turned on! The sad thing about this pair was that whenever I came, I would always feel very guilty and nasty for stealing someones panties. I ended up throwing this pair out and have regretted it ever since.
Finally after about another year I decided to purchase a pair online. I too was VERY excited just ordering and looking at the pics of her in panties! When they finally did arrive, I opened up the sealed bag and took a sniff. They were very strongly scented and once again I was grossed out. Later that day I decided to look at some porn and I got very arroused seeing pics of women in panties. Deciding to give it another go, I took the panties back out of the bag and took a whiff. Needless to say it was MUCH better and I came like crazy. For me I think I have to be “in the mood” to be able to enjoy a strongly scented pair of panties. Initially, I also had that nasty feeling after I was done but I’ve come to accept that I just flat out love panties and there’s nothing I can do to change this. I hope this was helpful to you!
